I started getting unfocused in high school before that I was in the top 10 of my class. It was like my brain just turned off I couldn't concentrate given I had a lot going on at the time such as: dr appt., counseling, court dates and so forth. I was moved from one foster home to another and I was in such a bind I didn't know what to do I just latched on to whatever I could. Then I moved to sac where I tried to go back to school but once again I had the concentration problem. I can't seem to pass a class. I never knew what was going on then I became extremely depressed I thought maybe that was it nope and just recently I separated from my husband of 7yrs. All the stress and emotion drove me to drink alot. I started to have episodes of things I can't remember my friend told me about my last one it was bad I got so scared. Then I started to look up bipolar and I had pretty much all the symptoms. My friends seem to be scared and worry for me but they all ditched me they don't text or call me back I feel so alone. My dr isn't sure I'm bipolar but I was already taking welbutrin so she added seroquel to my meds so I had to stop drinking. This is why i joined this site nobody understands me they don't know and they get tired of me I don't know what to do anymore.