I have not been sleeping at night... I have body rememberance... my rectum hurts. I remember on of the times my mother took me to the doctors...I was young, the doctor told her I had something wrong with me. I remember her going to the drug store getting phisohex to wash me in my private parts. I burned it hurt.. but I as already hurting down there anyway. My mom did not know the real stuff that was going on with me. I just use to sit on my bed and wait for the end of the world to come. No I am still waiting for the end to come....