O.k. so I know I am a rapid cycling Bi-polar, I have been in treatment for years with shrinks, therapists, and doctors. I have tried every bi-polar and mood stabilizer and every anti depressant only to have all of them fail. %90 affected me negatively making me more unstable. I have a lot of stress triggering my episodes as well. I would say I am in crisis most of the time and have been for several weeks. I have tried to get help but no one seems to have in answers. It seems the older I get the worse my disease gets. I don't know how much longer I can take it. Any one got any ideas? I am up to date on all the current therapy methods. I still work a cognitive behavioral therapy but it only works so much. I have tried to check into a hospital but without insurance they send me to the local nut shop who will turn me away because I have not hurt myself or anyone yet. All they do there is give you a band aid patch and connect you with a social worker who hates their job. And that takes 6 months. And in the end they have no answers. I need answers and results. I feel so alone, I need help!