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It sounds like you knew what you were doing. and you want to make amends.. you will be able to forgive yourslef.. I know we all are human and make mistakes, if we ask for forgivness it may just be giving.
Keep your head held high.. tell them you love them, and move on with your life.
I want you to know I think everythng you are doing is a grreat thing.. Right now, you are growing up, and for the better..
Good luck..
{{{{{{{{{{ hugs to you.. }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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