Hi Sepheroth75, welcome to PC. The one thing I can guarantee is that as long as you are on this site, you won't be alone.

Everyone here is unconditionally supportive, give awesome advice and are really caring people. Have you thought about ways you can lessen the stresses you deal with? I found that there are things I can remove from my life that make it easier to cope with others. I'm not much help when it comes to meds or therapy; I just know what I've done for years to simplify my life and bring the stress levels down. That was even before diagnosis and meds, which is part of the reason I wasn't diagnosed until recently. I hope that helps some.
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