((((((((((((((((zoo))))))))))))))))

wow, i am so sorry for what you had to endure with this woman. she should have taken some responsibility for asking you so much about your experiences and then blowing you off. maybe as you talk to your T/group T you can have a chance to stand up to her in person and ask her how exactly it is okay that she asked you so much about your experience and then rejected you. i think she needs to be in the hot seat on that one even though i'm sure it probably wasn't intentional on her part. you absolutely are not dirty or bad or guilty for what you went through. that is on your abuser.