Knowing that my job is not what works for me, is only half the way to sorting this out.
No, a paycheque is NOT enough. It pays for my horse (The one thing that's there unconditionally) pays for my car, my bond/motgage, and gorceries (Plus a bit of savings). But I'm not living life. I'm not alive.
Why am I still standing? Because I have a trip planned to Jozi on Saturday & Sunday with my bf and mother-in-law and I can't let them down. And I have my pdoc app on 1 December, and see my T again on 6 December, after she's been away for close to 4 weeks.
But is this really enough of a reason to carry on being alive?