We're here to offer support; to take away the lonliness as much as possible.
It sure can't be easy having just moved to a new country - that in itself is a HUGE stressor

Do you see a pdoc who can help prescribe you meds to cope; even if it is just temp while you go through this terrible time.
Disclosing is a very personal thing - I've done so very selectively. I've told my boyfriend, because it does affect our relationship. If you want to get together with this guy, it will eventually be imperative for him to know every detail of your life.
We're here for you to bounce any ideas.
((HUGS))