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Nov 22, 2010, 09:08 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2010
Location: texas
Posts: 74
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I just really need to be at peace
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I see you love horses, yes? Try taking your beautiful horse for soft peaceful ride. Look all around you, breathe in your suroundings. Love on your horse, talk to him/her and then allow all of "those thoughts" be released even for a day with a hard long run.
Maybe that sounds stupid, but I to have love for horses and before I got to sick to ride, there were days I would do what i just suggested for you. After the ride of course I did all the things us riders do, the brushing down of our most loved animal, carressing it etc. Heck many times I would lay back on a bail of hay while my horse was resting, and would take in all the smells of nature, even the yucky ones. 
Now I am unable to ride due to all the surgeries I have had on my back but one day, I plan on riding again anyway.
Shuga, just try it the way I said it. Of course it won't bring a forever peace, neither I or you would be here if it was so simple like that. But just for a day, I pray you will try.
I to have "those thoughts" and like yourself, I don't wish to harm any one. I also just want peace but for me.....there are to many things standing in my way. You my friend have this horse, so let it help you to heal for moments at a time.
Try, and let me know.
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