sugar  , i found peace/serenity finally and now i try very hard to protect that vital part of me no matter what other ppl try to do. trying so hard and feeling like you fall short is only frustrating you. you love your horse...start there. give the love to him and he will return it. that's a beginning...then build on that.
if you love nature be aware of it. if you like ppl value them in your life and give love to them. it will be returned, etc.
all these actions will give your life purpose. i know because i am doing it.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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