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Originally Posted by sugahorse
Thanks Madis - I tend to give too much of myself to others, in hope of getting some sense of accomplishment and happiness, and fulfillment out of it. But I end up giving too much of myself. I don't have too many people that are willing to give to me. Hence I keep a very small friendship circle.
I need to be able to wake up without tears, with a joy to tackle the day. To want to keep going.
Right now it's hard, I'm tired of feeling this way.
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You are so conscious of the things that make you tired; too smart to give up. Let your sense of accomplishment come not from your outside actions, but from the knowledge that you
try every single day against odds that ordinary people would crumble under.
Having a small friendship circle isn't such a bad thing. I would rather cultivate a few beautiful flowers than have a yard full of okay flowers, weeds, rocks and bugs. The people that really matter could get lost in all that.
You could get lost in all that. Give extra love and attention to the few beautiful flowers - starting with yourself. Tons of hugs and peaceful, happy vibes coming your way.
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