Thanks PT - leaving work now, and hopefully can get straight into PJs and bed. Sorry everyone else - rain is coming down, and horse will have to wait until tomorrow. Saw him on Fri, and rode on Sat (In scorching 30 degree celcius plus heat).

I think it scares me that on the whole I consider myself fairly in tune with my emotions, but these are some strong ones I cannot always keep under control. I've succumbed once before, it makes a second time appear even easier