((((((( Tryingtobeme! )))))))

Just My Opinion: Insofar as I can correctly recall what I've read in your posts, your issues are not minor. You may feel they're minor, but, summoning as much rationality as I can, I judge them entirely complaint-worthy.

Meds: The usual caution is to withdraw from meds under careful supervision. We all know that. You've reached the point of overflowing frustration. Something has got to change. Something will change. I hope you can control the change to your advantage. Consider seeking assistance effecting that change.

You have friends here.