i really like what yesterdays said.
when i am very depressed sometimes i feel numb like my brain shut down. perhaps you experience these same voids cause you are not comfortable feeling anything or it's overwhelming. however some emotions can enlighten your state of mind  and you can experience a warm happy glow. other feelings/emotions may be a little scary but allow them in gently and explore them. you may find those feelings are not so scary afterall.
it's takes practice but you can do it. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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