sugahorse! Sooo relating to this sentence. It's an awful way to be feeling. Can you go to your GP on the med thing? I know how badly things can go with a GP on that front, BUT, we're not talking about diagnosis, and you are knowlegable about what is available to help, so it does seem like a reasonable option in your case. Long waiting periods are so very very frustrating. Let us know what you decide and keep us posted, ok?