I have a longing to feel needed and simply loved yet I'm not close to any of my siblings. I was close to my sister at times but we had another arguement via text again, only this time she went too far, so much so I don't think I can forgive her. I feel like moving back overseas again with my daughter for good, only having moved home early this year. I'm exhausted from running away from everything, I can't keep doing this yet it seems the only answer at the time.
I did go to see a counsellor only we didn't connect at all, which has scarred me from trying another anytime soon.
I hate Sundays, it's such a family day yet I feel my daughter and I have no where to go, to share it with and I find it hard to amuse her alone.
Thanks for listening...