Eileen took the words out of my mouth! Melba, you really are amazing!!!
WOW!

"As I left today and drove home I was filled with that freeing feeling of not being punished" --- THANK YOU FOR POSTING THIS!!!!!!!

This is one of the main things I "preach" here on PC! You can NOT get mentally healthy if you are not honest with yourself and with T. You did exactly what therapy is designed to do! You have demonstrated a willingness to WORK for your own sanity!! BRAVO !!!!!!!!!!!!!