{{{{{{Fuzzy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

when I am depressed or upset, I withdraw into myself. At work I do what I need to do, but don't really "talk" to anyone except surface stuff and then when alone, I retreat.

The worse it is, then I actually prefer being physically alone as well. I don't feel boring, just completely inadequate and worthless and stupid.

I also get very paranoid and drive everyone crazy by saying, "are you upset with me?". By the time I'm done, they usually are. [sigh].

I've found a new, deeper hole Fuzzy.........want to join me? I'll be quiet but there, so we won't be completely alone. Better still, I think you might find your way out of here, so you need to stay closer to the surface.....you have more strength than I do.

xoxoxo

Mary Alice