sending some pc hugs your way...   . i hope you feel better soon. recently made the same decision as you while in a very depressed state. i just waited it out. guess we get to know it can't be forever thank goodness. now i'm back to my regular self. watch america's funniest videos on tv. i did. it won't fix it but will give you some relief from the heavy truck on your chest feeling for a few.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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