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yeah, i know. i've had crushes on other teachers. just not when they were my teacher. i've had crushes on my managers too..always older guys..grrrrr..
just frustrated cause i know could never have him. would never go for him. just thinking what if. what if he would. what if his wife leaves. i dont know. wanting love and attention and hes the only person to even sit down and talk to me.
i can shush now.
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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