I am coming to realise that I think I have a phobia of going to sleep. When the show I am watching ends, I get anxiety. When I was a kid, I dreaded going to sleep. When 10pm(yeah I know lucky kid) came, I felt sooo...defeated? I don't know where this comes from. Maybe my hell of a childhood(the young years). I noticed it tonight and am claiming it. No wonder I put it off til dawn.