I so agree with tree, and the others. I really cried for the first time in T (after about 10 months in t) right before my t left on vacation a few months ago. Like, sobbing, because I didn't want her to go. She understood. It means you are connected to her - and connection is when good therapy happens. It is her job as a therapist to make sure that you do not become too dependent on her for your own good. Just keep expressing how you feel and let T handle it. That is her work with you - to guide all those big feelings to the betterment of you. Of course, I realize it's a lot easier for me to say that, than to be in your shoes doing it. We all have our own "stuff" with our Ts. (((Rainbow)))