I know you're scared, Rainbow, but it's going to be OK.
You opened up about some really big stuff. And even though it's scary, it's good, because it will guide your therapy where it needs to go.
I understand SO WELL how it feels to reveal something scary to my t, and then be a bundle of raw nerves until i heard her say that what i said/wrote was just fine and didn't upset her!! I understand your need for reassurance that what you said was OK. I hope you get that reassurance soon!
Here's another hug for good measure. . .