Hopes yuor situation gets better soon and that some of the ideas given here by these wonderful people work for you
sending prayers to the universe for your safety and wellbeing
one step at a time ok , thats all you have to do
take care
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet