we understand you here - i think you can see that

you did not do wrong - and the people who make those comment shave no idea what they are talking about

and in the psych ward - i guess it was patients who had problems saying that too - so they were prob too wrapped up in their own probs or maybe feeling guilty for somthing that happened to them .... dunno

can the staff keep you safe - no - they cant be everywhere at once - so you ahve to protect yourself form these people by staying away form them if their remarks get to you - and yes they would get to me too

im glad you are getting therapy - i hope things get better for you real soon - and the friends who think you did wrong - you ahve two choices as i see it - educate them - or distance yourself from them

please take care of you -

P7