I am so tired of taking meds!! I wish I could be a normal person who can live without having to take stupid pills every stinkin day...I'm so ready to just stop swallowing those pills. Every time I go into the pdoc, there is a change in my meds. Usually its take more seroquel, try a different antidepressant and come back in 4-6 weeks and we will see if its worked. 4-6 weeks go by and it hasn't worked so then its time to switch the meds up again. Will this rollercoaster of meds ever end? Why can't there be some way to deal with being bipolar and not have to take meds? Why can't I be normal like all the other people out there? I am feeling very frustrated with life right now...and of course I never know how I am going to deal with it from one day to the next. All I want to do is scream....

Sorry to ramble...I know I have overstayed my welcome on this board and that all the other posts are more important than this one. Don't know why I am even posting it. Sorry again!