ariatboot ~ you haven't overstayed your welcome! I understand what it is to be on a lot of expensive meds with conflicted side effect. Makes one feel that one must be "fixed" to be "normal". In truth, there is no "normal". Instead, in my view, everyone's psych is in a certain places, which probably changes constantly, on something like a continuum or bell-shaped curve. Your doc must be trying very hard to find a med mix which addresses your particular reports of undesirable feelings. Such frequent med changes may not allow time to respond to any particular set of meds, tho. Don't worry, you are not alone. It is a medicated world at present. Otherwise, we wouldn't have to wait so long in the pharmacy lines! billieJ