I have been unable to work all week. I am on the second appeal with my insurance company re: refusing the residential portion of my daughter's treatment. I have had the Health care Ombudsman and the Banking and Insurance attorney helping me. I am really messed up in my head and so far behind on work. I have done so many appeals and nonsense.,

I called and spoke with maintainence about the code violations and filth. I spoke with the director of clinical services about being told to go there on Monday and then having a bomb dropped on us. There should have been a well spoken, well thought out back up plan in place. Social work 101.

Can't remember if I told you all but adopted daughter called the police on me and I may not call her or speak with her or I will be sited for disturbing the peace.

I want to curl up and sleep for 26 years.

Younger daughter at the OCD treatment is telling me that she is managing. She forgot deoderant so That will be mailed. Also want to just send her comfort things. She is so brave and is trying so very hard.

My mind is shot. I am so not worth anything right now. I need a wife please. A good wife could do a lot of these things for me so I can relax and start feeling better. I am really hurting and anxious.