Welcome to the Community, Maryanne. After reading your post, I wondered how close you are to your daughter. She must love and need you?

Would you please tell us how you benefit from running away from everything? If you are like me, you carry your baggage with you wherever you go. Most times the result of running is heavier bags.

You might want to reconsider seeking professional help.

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/...ure-loneliness

Be well.