Yea, this is true. I guess I'm just kind of coming to a point where I'm realizing putting up w/this is from a boyfriend or anyone else is just no bueno. Due to my past experiences I think part of me is trying to hold on in a sense just because getting treated like that is pretty much all I know. It makes me feel all torn inside, it's a really weird, indescribable feeling. The self-respect side of my feelings are winning though cuz I can say I have not called or emailed him today. Going to Disneyland is more important than him right now anyways.