i feel so alone too. never had any friends anyways & going thru a divorce from a verbally abusive husband who is taking very much advantage of the fact that im willing to give him everything just to get out of this hell. i guess it will get better i keep telling myself its just stuff which it is. my brothers girlfriend is in for holidays im on the outs with my mom & grandma & husband has custody of the kids & hes living with his dad where theres always people around. my dad is living with me but its like such a pain & lonely type feeling i cant desribe that goes all the way back to childhood. so alone i know God is here & all is on schedule with Him but He never promised a life without hurts i guess.