I've been here before. I went and looked at my post from that time, but it didn't give me much direction on how to get out of it.

I left T tonight feeling so frustrated. Feeling like she was avoiding my questions and turning them back on me. Me asking "what do you think about x?" her: what do you think I think about x?

Why can't she just answer the question in the first place?

I've been here with her before. I don't know that I can trust her to give me the truth. To tell me what she really thinks. And if I can't trust her to tell me the truth, how can I trust her with anything else? I don't know if she believes in me.

Is it too much to ask to have someone who believes in me? To ask my T to believe in me?

I need my place where I can feel like I don't have to be perfect.

I am so sad and alone.