((((((googley))))))

I'm sorry you're struggling with trust right now. It is hard to let go.. I know you care a lot what T thinks about you, you need to know if she's safe. But, you know, it's like the trust fall. You just have to let go and hope she will catch you. I know, sooooo hard. This is why trust happens in baby steps. Please tell T you are feeling this way ok?