I suck at waiting for appointments, especially when your last appointment didn't go well.

and when you needed to email she didn't respond when you asked for a response.

makes me feel like a horrible person but,

theres so many things and so many conflicts stored up inside of me between her and I...

reminds me of my real life and how I usually bottle things in with people...

I AVOID conflict and thats the opposite of what therapy is and thats why it feels like its killing me....