The best part of what you said or of what I "heard" is at least you still chose things to do accomplish!

The best thing to do when dealing with depression is not totally give in or stop living. Managing is not curing it and that is just a cold harsh reality we will always deal with.

But again, when you are down like this make sure you get something done each day even if it one little thing like "I had to get this at the store".