Yes I thought about that as far as reading it and then discarding it, which I should have mentioned. But the irony is I don't need to read it right when it happens believe me I have total recall of it because it is too vivid and graphic. And frankly I don't want to recall it!

So writing it would only help me if I were going to compare it or analyze it so I am back to the I would have to save it for that purpose problem.

But your point is well taken and I understand that for some that helps.