Bad setup yes. It's something I will have to discuss today. And learn to stay firm in boundaries without melting.

The internet is actually part of my problem. I feel I spend too much time on here. But if given the chance to go out there instead of here, I'd take it in a heartbeat. I do have a dog, whom I spend a great deal of time with outside and training.

As far as the getting rides from people. That just dives into my issues. I'm very anti dependent and getting rides from my family is hard enough, let alone strangers. (which is why asking my team for support and them not providing is a double sting).