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Originally Posted by sugahorse
every little episode saps me of any bit of energy I ever had. And it's not fair on my job nor my relationship to be good for nothing except sleep
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I wish I could take all the doubt and pain and darkness away...
One of the nice things about energy is that it eventually renews itself. Maybe look at available jobs and see if there's something that's a better fit for you. Remember, though, if you really were a failure at your job, you wouldn't still have a job.
If anything is not fair, it's that you have to cope with something you had no choice in. Your BF, your boss, anyone else has a choice to stick by you. Especially your BF - it's his choice to stay, but he can't if you won't let him. If you think this relationship is good for you, let him stay.
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