((((((((Leo))))))))
I agree with the people who said it's probably best to work things out in therapy. But, I also know how hard it can be to get yourself to go. Having a friend to talk to can really help, especially when its a friend that's like family to you. My friend and I talked awhile back and both admitted alot of issues (strangely very similar issues) and now we're alot closer, I even think of her as a sister.

I wish I had better advice for you, but good luck with everything and I hope you feel better soon