Hey Suga,
Please stay strong with us. I'm on the edge too, many of us are. I know I am playing dirty here but... We need you. We want you here. If you didn't keep posting the ripple would be felt through out the PC community. Your presence here makes my life better and I am sure I am not alone.
Who else is going to get our conversations about riding around on a 1,200lb animal crying our eyes out? Hell, even my horse doesn't get it... looks at me like I'm nuts... but she complies because she loves me.
And FYI your choosing to decide what is "fair" for someone else, especially when your depressed is what is truly not fair. I would be really upset if you made the decision to not be around me because you WRONGLY thought it wasn't fair to me. OK, I'd be F* pissed if you made that decision for me. That is my job not yours.

wasn't sure if you needed warm fuzzys or a kick in the ***** so there's both! re-read what you need.