Lately i have been feeling absolutely horrible even though I am on 1000mg of Depakote. I have been getting frustrated and have just been wanting to hit things and I can't control it. I have mostly been taking it out on my boyfriend. I mean I recall, just barely, that I was getting pissed at him for no apparent reason and just wanting to punch him, which I would by hitting him on the chest because I just felt like I needed to get something out. I don't know if this a symptom of me just being a ***** or is this part of my Bipolar acting up. I'm new to this whole Bipolar diagnosis. Another thing is I can hardly remember why I was pissed or remember doing anything to my boyfriend at all. It's very crazy and kinda scary because I can literally not control it.

Thank y'all for your help.