hey all,
idk anymore with my life...anxiety, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, some hallucinations,anger issues, mood swings from happy to sad to angry to fine, racing thoughts, anxious, thoughts of running away, thoughts of cutting again, beating myself, and idk about this..i think something is wrong with me..whenever i might have something physically wrong with me, i hope i HAVE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME>i wish it sooo much. idk why. i ya yi. like for example, i sometimes prey that i have horrible scoliosis one day or that i become so mentally ill i just cant take it anymore. i dont want to suffer though...well yeah, idk anymore...no doctors or hospitals help me...
Any thoughts????????

deb