I had about 7 days of peace without our house guest staying. She was at her stepmoms and i was oh so happy. Well as happy as i can get. I was able to have peace and quiet during the day and privacy. I didn't have to talk to anyone, I didn't have to worry about someone seeing what i was doing on the computer or listening to me talk on the phone. I could watch tv in peace. I didn't have any panic attacks. I still couldn't sleep well, but my anxiety lessened. Well she called and wanted to come back for Thanksgiving. We are not even doing anything. I'm not cooking because I don't feel well enough to stand up in the kitchen for hours cooking. We are going to go out. Now it will be 3 of us instead of just me and my bf. She is going to come in and ask if i missed her like she did the last time she was gone. I want to say, actually i like having my space. But i won't. I'm not like that. My bf still just can't understand why i am like i am. I just downloaded a bunch of articles for him to read about introverts. Not that it will change him, or change the situation. Just so he can see that this is who i am i am not going to change. Trying to change me and invading my space is just causing me to have more anxiety and its making me more depressed.