I am sorry you are feeling down Ozzie. You have a wonderful way of supporting everyone on this site. You obviously have a wonderful spirit and heart.

Sometimes I think that we have to just take a step back, and take care of ourselves. You do not have to always be the giver - please be the taker right now. Let people support you. I truly hear you saying you want to be able to be supportive all the time, but you are recognizing that right now you cannot be as supportive as you would like. That is a good sign, recognizing this. Take some time for YOU. Keep asking for support when you need it. I am sure you will receive it here !