Ah yes, the self image is a-taking a beating.
The drugs help but they don't do it all, and they don't do quite enough, sometimes.

The self image is taking a beating mainly because I am being very self-evaluating at the moment. This is because I think there is this woman who likes me.

Such a possibility brings me to study myself closely, and try to see what I would have to bring to a relationship.

And the answer is: not a lot!

So yes, I have a long way to go.