Hey all - Mon group did go ok. I was in "I'm fine" mode.
Tuesday group was really hard. I felt T was secluded from me. She had the other facilitator work with me and wasn't watching when it was getting really difficult for me... when I had a swap out, she wasn't there (connected) and never even hinted that she noticed. that hurt.
Today... I was back in "i'm fine" mode and said i just wanted to keep things light today. We both acted like nothing happened last week.
As for me, trust with her is shakey at best and I am walling that away for now. Trust has to rebuild for me again before I try anything too deep...
(((((((((all))))))))))