Whilst sitting in Biology 30, I happened to glance over and check out forearms, which is a habit for me, as a cutter, it is almost automatic to check other peoples arms out. This senior, one year above me, had cuts ALL down his forearm. My heart litterally stoppped, started, skipped a beat, then broke. It was the most emotional thing of my life. I don't even know this guy but I wated to hug him, kiss his cuts and say, it`ll be fine, i`ll be here for you whenever you need me.

Now whenever I see him I stare at his sweater where his cuts are, I am genuinly concerned for someone I don`t know. I don't even know his name, but my heart aches constantly and my thoughts are on him and his well-being. I just want to tell him, everything is going to be fine because I know you feel alone but I will never leave you. It`s only really frustrating because I have never actually looked at this guy in my life before and now my heart aches for him. What do I do? and most importantly, why am I feeling like this for a complete stranger...???