I know I need to be alone but I don't know what it is about this guy that confuses me so much but I can't tell him no. I can't let him go but I don't see a future with him either. I don't understand this feeling thats why I keep posting I just don't know I don't think its love or sex. It was a connection beyond that and I can't stop talking about him to my friends they are getting pretty tired of it. I don't know what to do or think anymore.