I am a very needy person too. I think I'd love to reach a point where I could hold my T's hand, but she's very professional. I know that holding her hand would bring about a flood of emotions - of suddenly being cared for, of feeling touch, of belonging... - it would be very emotional as the floodgates open. I know myself well enough in that regard, as I often experience it when I get a hug from a friend or similar.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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