I Have to say You really need help. You can not do it on your own. Medication wont help. Medication is only a temporary solution that comes with great risks long term.
Try meditating. Learn how to meditate Yoga will help. I think you need to travel. You need to experience different things meet different people. In some aspects i think like you. I hate people that are fake and sometimes i feel like everyone is the same/ Your problem is that your job is related to this fake behaviour. You need to meet genuine people. I have traveled a lot and i find North American society a close minded one. Just so cold.. You have to keep distance from people otherwise they will think you are crazy